Sometimes my head spins out of control, and while my head is spining in that downward spiral, my mouth runs and my thoughts scramble and I stop caring about how my words may make people feel,and how my actions effect others, i can't tell what is up and what is down, what may be a lie could be the truth and I wont know it, untill i recover. In such a state i won't care who i hurt. Tho it is not often that this happens to me, it I guess is triggered by the right people or the right sequence of words or the wording of certain things, it all has to do with my past...it is hard to explain any further...